Just now I got a very disturbing phone call from the father of my unborn baby girl..
He threatened to kill me and my baby, and it wasn’t like: I’ll kill you if you do this or that.. it was more of a: I’m coming back soon and I will kill you.. like no matter what.
I already contacted the police and they know him pretty well.. but still, it’s not making me feel any better.
Plus he keeps calling me and he just gets angrier if I don’t answer.. this is so hopeless.. like no matter what, I don’t feel like I’m going to be able to win this one..He’s in another country, but still he seems to know about every move I make.
This really is hopeless
1. Pregnancy Update
How far along? 24 weeks and 4 days
Total weight gain: 10 pounds
Maternity clothes? Maternity pants, yup
Stretch marks? Yes, around my belly button mostly
Sleep: my sleep is pretty normal
Best moment this week: I love how she starts kicking especially hard right before I go to sleep, so I never fall asleep feeling alone, hah
Miss Anything? I miss my normal jeans, and I miss going out with the girls
Movement: Everyday, basically all day haha
Food cravings: I haven’t had any cravings at all
Anything making you queasy or sick: Not really. no.
Labor Signs: No, thankfully!
Symptoms: Back pains and my feet tend to be swollen at the end of a busy day
Belly Button in or out? In still, woohoo!
Happy or Moody most of the time: Both, hah..
Looking forward to: Seeing her gorgeous little face!!
Almost two months ago I was so happy that the father of my unborn baby was out of my life and I swore I would never forgive him for the things he did and said to me,
but right now.. I want nothing more then to see his face again and to talk to him.
I hate being pregnant on my own ! :(