
I just want this pregnancy to be over with and have my baby girl already..
I hope she arrives before christmas at least ! :)
I bought loads of things, mostly for the baby, but also a few things for the apartment I don’t even have yet, haha !
Anyways, I think I am almost set, so now the baby can come when she wants ! :)
Just now I got a very disturbing phone call from the father of my unborn baby girl..
He threatened to kill me and my baby, and it wasn’t like: I’ll kill you if you do this or that.. it was more of a: I’m coming back soon and I will kill you.. like no matter what.
I already contacted the police and they know him pretty well.. but still, it’s not making me feel any better.
Plus he keeps calling me and he just gets angrier if I don’t answer.. this is so hopeless.. like no matter what, I don’t feel like I’m going to be able to win this one..He’s in another country, but still he seems to know about every move I make.
This really is hopeless
been getting these terrible headaches for the last couple of weeks, and really bad nosebleeds too.. apparently, that also has something to do with being pregnant…
1. Pregnancy Update
How far along? 24 weeks and 4 days
Total weight gain: 10 pounds
Maternity clothes? Maternity pants, yup
Stretch marks? Yes, around my belly button mostly
Sleep: my sleep is pretty normal
Best moment this week: I love how she starts kicking especially hard right before I go to sleep, so I never fall asleep feeling alone, hah
Miss Anything? I miss my normal jeans, and I miss going out with the girls
Movement: Everyday, basically all day haha
Food cravings: I haven’t had any cravings at all
Anything making you queasy or sick: Not really. no.
Sex: Girl!
Labor Signs: No, thankfully!
Symptoms: Back pains and my feet tend to be swollen at the end of a busy day
Belly Button in or out? In still, woohoo!
Happy or Moody most of the time: Both, hah..
Looking forward to: Seeing her gorgeous little face!!
I just love how school is working out with my pregnancy and all, we found the perfect solution for me ! :)
Just now I was sitting on the computer and i felt a pretty strong kick, so I looked at my belly and I actually saw her kicking !!
Almost two months ago I was so happy that the father of my unborn baby was out of my life and I swore I would never forgive him for the things he did and said to me,
but right now.. I want nothing more then to see his face again and to talk to him.
I hate being pregnant on my own ! :(